Your answer is in there, just stare down the barrel
This sincerest apologies, won't write you out of this one
Tonight, you'll find the right in the pull of the trigger
Now bite, young fools, don't cry anymore.

No, fools don't cry.

Not anymore.



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I've been feeling very unstable recently, a lot of things have been happening at once. Having some trouble with my social life, and to be honest it's driving me up the wall. I've also been very tired recently as well, even though I've been sleeping soundly I'll always wake up feeling very shattered, hopefully it'll pass as I get closer to my Christmas brake. I havn't been very active on forums, games or RP's either, I'm very sorry guys, I'll have to pick them up later. Basically, I have to work really hard between now and next year, if I want a place in the collage i'm looking at, which only selects some of the higher-achieving students.

During the past week i've been doing mostly mock exams, but I had to re-take my Math's last... Friday I think? Hopefully I will have got a better mark, I definatly feel more confident in it. I also need to revise a lot for Biology, although I'm not planning to take it to the next level, I still have to achieve a higher grade as I'm planning to take Psychology. I did a module back in the summer, and to be plain I did absolutely shit, so I have to revise for not only the next module, but also the retake too.

I did a ten hour Art mock exam over thurday and friday, which really wore me out. Very rewarding though. I loved every second. Of course art is the main subject I want to take next September.

Anyway, My art has been very be-dragled recently. I've been using a lot of ref's recently, which quite frankely i'm not very happy with myself for doing. To me it feels like i'm cheating slightly, and that i'm not capable. But prior to that and un-beknowst to you, I have been sketching and doodling like a dog to develop a new style - especially for wolves in paticular.

I have not only been observing their skeleton, but their muscle structure too, taking a few trips to the zoo. My new style is a cross between natural and cartoon. The paws are very big, and the bodies quite muscular, playing a lot of attention to the claws. I am currently working on a piece in celebration for my new style, which will be uploaded soon, I promise.



Sorry for all that, I needed to get it all out my system somehow.

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